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\u00c4ITISANKARI H\u00e4n muisti jokaisen heist\u00e4. Ei lukum\u00e4\u00e4r\u00e4n, vaan tunteen perusteella.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ensimm\u00e4inen oli opettanut h\u00e4nt\u00e4 olemaan pelk\u00e4\u00e4m\u00e4tt\u00e4 rakastamista. Toinen \u2013 olemaan nukkumatta \u00f6isin ja hymyilem\u00e4\u00e4n joka tapauksessa. Kolmas oli saanut h\u00e4net itkem\u00e4\u00e4n ilonkyyneleit\u00e4 ensimm\u00e4ist\u00e4 kertaa, yksinkertaisesti puristamalla h\u00e4nen sormeaan pienell\u00e4 k\u00e4dell\u00e4\u00e4n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

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Jokaisen uuden lapsen my\u00f6t\u00e4 h\u00e4nen syd\u00e4mens\u00e4 ei haljennut \u2013 se kasvoi suuremmaksi, syvemm\u00e4ksi, vahvemmaksi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ja nyt heit\u00e4 oli niin paljon, ett\u00e4 huone kamppaili pit\u00e4\u00e4kseen sis\u00e4ll\u00e4\u00e4n t\u00e4m\u00e4n pienen el\u00e4m\u00e4n meren. H\u00e4n makasi heid\u00e4n keskell\u00e4\u00e4n, kuin heid\u00e4n universuminsa keskipisteen\u00e4.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Huone tuntui pys\u00e4htyneen ajassa. Tavarat kaikkialla \u2013 pienet sukat, pullot, peitot, silm\u00e4tt\u00f6m\u00e4t lelut. Ja t\u00e4m\u00e4n kaaoksen keskell\u00e4 \u2013 h\u00e4n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u00e4n makasi pehme\u00e4ll\u00e4 vaatevuorella, kuin saarella myrskyis\u00e4n meren keskell\u00e4. H\u00e4nen k\u00e4tens\u00e4 olivat ojennettuina, silm\u00e4t kiinni. H\u00e4nen kasvoillaan \u2013 outo ilme: sek\u00e4 hymy ett\u00e4 v\u00e4symys, josta oli jo kauan sitten tullut osa h\u00e4nt\u00e4.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u00e4nen ymp\u00e4rill\u00e4\u00e4n \u2013 lapset. Liikaa lapsia yhdelle syd\u00e4melle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Mutta h\u00e4nen syd\u00e4mens\u00e4 kesti sen.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

He nukkuivat. L\u00e4hes kaikki. Pienet kasvot yhdess\u00e4, hiljainen hengitys, muutama nyyhkytys unissaan. He eiv\u00e4t tienneet, ett\u00e4 heit\u00e4 oli liikaa. He olivat yksinkertaisesti siin\u00e4 \u2013 ja se riitti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u00e4n istui h\u00e4nen vieress\u00e4\u00e4n lattialla laatikko k\u00e4siss\u00e4\u00e4n, ik\u00e4\u00e4n kuin olisi unohtanut, miksi h\u00e4n oli ottanut sen. H\u00e4n katsoi sit\u00e4. Joskus \u2013 lapset. Joskus \u2013 tyhjyys.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

«Nukuitko?» h\u00e4n kysyi hiljaa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nainen ei vastannut heti. H\u00e4n veti syvemm\u00e4n hengenvedon, ik\u00e4\u00e4n kuin ker\u00e4ten viimeiset voimavaransa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

«Ei\u2026» h\u00e4n kuiskasi lopulta. «Yrit\u00e4n vain\u2026 muistaa hiljaisuuden.»<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u00e4n ny\u00f6kk\u00e4si, vaikka nainen ei n\u00e4hnyt h\u00e4nt\u00e4.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Jossain vauva alkoi itke\u00e4. Sitten toinen. Sitten kolmas \u2013 kuin ketjureaktio. Hiljaisuus rikkoutui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Nainen avasi silm\u00e4ns\u00e4.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ja siin\u00e4 hetkess\u00e4 kaikki oli l\u00e4sn\u00e4: rakkaus, pelko, rajaton hellyys\u2026 ja v\u00e4symys, jota edes uni ei voinut pyyhki\u00e4 pois.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

H\u00e4n nousi hitaasti istumaan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Koska, olipa heit\u00e4 kuinka monta tahansa \u2013 jokainen heist\u00e4 odotti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n

Ja h\u00e4n nousi aina yl\u00f6s.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"\u00c4ITISANKARI H\u00e4n muisti jokaisen heist\u00e4. Ei lukum\u00e4\u00e4r\u00e4n, vaan tunteen perusteella. Ensimm\u00e4inen oli opettanut h\u00e4nt\u00e4 olemaan pelk\u00e4\u00e4m\u00e4tt\u00e4 rakastamista. 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